Posts tagged: stupid brain
if i could turn back time, i'd go back to my previous life.
that's not how it works. and you weren't happy then, either.
i think i was. happier, anyways.
until you died.
dying is easy. it's living that scares me.
if i was fifteen i would have already designed myself a tattoo, and drawn it on with Sharpie, and i'd be unconcerned with the reactions of family members.
if you were fifteen you wouldn't be in this scenario at all.
...
and you would have started drawing it, had an anxiety attack, tried to wash it off, and worn long-sleeve shirts for a week.
you don't know me.
i just want somebody to listen to my problems and show a little sympathy for a while. even if they're faking it.
but you already have someone who does that. kind of.
yeah, so what do they call it when you wish for something you've already got, because what you've got isn't.. quite.. the way you want it?
idiocy?
no, that's not it.
greed?
yeah.
selfishness? conceit? being a diva? an unjust and thoroughly inappropriate sense of superiority and entitlement?
you can stop anytime.
hey. you should probably stop mooning over fictional characters, celebrities, and Internet people you find attractive, and focus on fixing the actual messed-up relationship in which you happen to be.
sigh. you're such a DRAG.
